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Mon. Dec. 9th 9:44pm
What the shit, I guess I fell asleep, cuz I just woke up. But
anyway. Kasey added a bunch of pics to the picture gallery so check
those out. I uhhh, am cool?
Sun. Dec. 8th 7:27pm
Last night I fell asleep at like 10:30 and then woke up at about
3:30 this morning, the lights were on and no one was here and I
thought it was the day time but it wasnt. I was pissed but I fell
asleep again. I didn't wake up again until 11:30 this morning so
basically I got 13 hours of sleep. Then I didn't take a shower until
3:30 in the afternoon. Today has been the most boring day but I did a
lot of stuff on the site so that's cool. Later I'm probably going to
hang out with Amy Marsh and go see some monks do some chanting or
something crazy like that. I redesigned the Mudvayne
page for anyone interested.
Sat. Dec. 7th 8:07pm
I'm listening to Sublime right now cuz Sublime is TIGHT! Uhh
today we had some breakfast made by Jeff my roomate because I guess
every saturday morning people come over and have breakfast, pancakes
and eggs and sausage. This is the first Saturday i've been home in
like a month so I was pretty excited to find out about this. Today me
Kasey and Becki went to U town and walked around but it wasn't
happenin there so we came back here and hung out and that's about
it. Amy Marsh's friend... I just shot a car with a police car
behind it. Today is sweet. Uhhh Bone Thugs N Harmony is playing
tonight yeah, why is there so many fucking cops oh my god i think im
getting shot at.
Fri. Dec. 6th 5:19pm
Real Media
Video
Woo, my good friend
Aimee Schulte just came and visited me here at my house and that was
pretty nice. Tonight me and Kasey
and maybe Becki too are going to hopefully go see the Blood Brothers
play at this place we've never been to so that should be swell. We
came up with the idea to have a weekly show hosted on ZAPNOW called
the ZAPNOW Show or something cool and original like that. It's gonna
be sweet since I'm a film maker now and i'm tight. I'm going to have
8 wives too I think someday. Emily
Baker is coming home soon
and i'm pretty excited to see her again because I am in love with her
a bit. Joe
is on a plane right now to Turkey so he can take pictures of people
in Turkey. Someday me and Joe are going to be rockstars but not til
he's out of the air force. Hopefully he'll be out in a year and a
half instead of 3 years. I'm bored and i'm falling asleep but I have
this new addiction of downloading pirated software. Please don't
arrest me.
Wed. Dec. 4th 8:08pm
I have just about spent the past 24 hours working non stop on a
Thineu music video for the song Under The Influence at least when I
wasn't at school or asleep. I'm finally finished, watch it
here:
6MB Real Video!
Tues. Dec. 3rd 6:36pm
Today I had to wake up at 7am to go to the school and register
for next quarter, I stood in line for over an hour half asleep and
then came back home and went back to sleep. I was pissed. I am bored
right now waiting for my Adobe Premier download to finish. Thats
right I steal programs. WHAT BITCH WHAT! I like ducks, i'm
looking for a wife, i'm going to be a rockstar, I'm a badass,
Jellyfish aren't real, Bugs aren't real, In the 4th dimension you can
see all angles at all times. I hate my life, I wanna die. Not
really... hehehehehe, hey, I'm not gay. Shut the fuck up! Oh yeah?
Oh! Is that what people do now. Oh OK. SUMMER! - Those are my sayings
and a few are other peoples too, i'm going to copyright them so that
you can't say them.
Mon. Dec. 2nd 2:41am
I got back tonight from my Disneyland trip with the family. I was
on a search for a wife while I was down there, but alas I did not
find a female suitable enough to be my wife. Actually I did find one
girl who is incredibly hot but of course she was wayy to hot for me
to talk to so she is not my wife. Anyway, California is the freakin
wave of the future, Seattle sucks so much ass compared to California.
In Disneyland California Adventure there is the hugest roller coaster
ever there called the California Screamin, and it's just so
insane I went on it about 10 times. It is 2:45 in the morning, and I
think Kasey
is on his way to work right now, hahahhahaha loser. Anyway, so my
search for a wife goes on... I just got my new computer up and
running and its mad faster then my last one so i'm pretty happy about
that. My light is red gotta go.
Mon. Nov 25th 11:58am
Well, this past weekend was OK. Of course I was expecting it to
be super great and thats always just setting yourself up to be
disappointed. I hit a dog on the way to band practice on Saturday.
Hehe that kinda sucked. Band practice was pretty sweet though. It was
a Side
Items practice because Joe
has come back for a couple weeks until he's shipped off to TURKEY!
Anyway, Saturday night I hung out with some people and that was fun.
On Friday night we went to Mindy's apartment, she's the chick who
gets horney when people pull her hair, and her apartment is insanity.
I came back on Sunday and didnt do anything all day. I still don't
have a my computer so I'm stuck using my roommates that's why I
haven't been updating as often or adding new shizzznat. I'm going to
Disneyland in 2 days. Haha you suck I'm the shit bye.
PS Today is Katie
Cassidy's birthday she is
my idol.
Wed. Nov 20th 6:13pm
Today I succeeded in pissing off a Seattle cop, which is a scary,
scary thing. My friend Katrina and I were walking downtown and a
group of 3 or 4 white police had this black kid who
appeared to be calm and cooperative, also shorter and skinnier then
me, pinned up with his back against the wall of a store. The cop that
had a hold of him had him cuffed and was grabbing the kids jaw
yelling in his face. I watched for a couple seconds while the kid did
nothing but take the verbal abuse from the cop, then the cop decided
it would be cool to just start shaking the kids face and shoving him
to the ground. Well I saw this and totally got pissed. Even though I
didn't have any intent to say or do anything, I couldn't help but say
"It's because he's black!" out load to Katrina. I said it again and
one of the pissed off cops heard me and just as I was turning my back
to keep on walking, I noticed the cop take his attention from the kid
to me and yell angrily "Excuse Me!!" I was like holy shit and I
ignored him and kept walking... That was my excitement for the long
boring day.
Another funny addition to this
story is that about a minute later we saw a white guy also being
arrested, he of course was cuffed but standing next to the cop car
without being held by any police.
Tues. Nov 19th 6:25pm
Uhh, this weekend I went to Ferndale because Joe came home from
the airforce. On Sunday The Side Items had band practice again and it
was sweetness. It was just like Joe had never left. Yeah it was cool.
On Saturday I went to go see 8 mile with my friend Aimee and Shane
just happened to be there. On Sunday after band practice I went with
my family to the mall because there was this thing going on there
after normal closing hours. And I found out from this chick there
that I am rude. Well here's the story... We were trying to walk
through the mall but apparantly some people think it's cool to be in
a huge group and just stand in the middle of the hallway. Well I'm
not really down with that... my dad stood there and waited for them
to move but I just plowed through them, they should move their fat
asses out of the damn way. Well apparantly I almost knocked this fat
bitch over and later on she recognized me and let me know out loud in
the store that I am rude. So I told her "I am god,
actually."
Thurs. Nov 14th 9:24pm
Uhh I made a my
friends page because Keri
told me it would be cool. No money for Andrew WK tomorrow so
that sucks but we're going to go to the show anyway and see if we can
find him and ask him if we can get in. Also since I am a cool college
kid now I have a college website at http://stu.aii.edu/~raz211
but it's nothing but a link back to this page.
Wed. Nov 13th 2002
We are OK in a misguided sadist way, we are OK. We are
OK in a disabled veteran way, we are OK. So don't confuse why we
put you here, or your automation for individuality. A notch on my
belt is how you shall exist, a notch in my bedpost is how you shall
exist. And no more no less for the common good, thats you, American
Womanhood.
Message
Boards are where cool
people hang out I say.
Tues. Nov 12th 2002
My life was perfect this past july.
Mon. Nov 11th 9:00pm
Here is the conversation that me and Kasey
had today written down. Nothing was taken out of this and there is no
prior conversation to explain this.
me: What is South after Seattle?
kasey: Tacoma
If I asked you "what is south after seattle" would you understand
me?
I put up a Yokozuna
Tribute Page
Sun. Nov 10th 7:06pm
Last night I went to a GlassJAw concert and it was so badass that
I think that i'm even more badass for having gone to it. I've been
trying to be a computer nerd and redo the whole website with this a
language called PHP but i'm stupid and can't figure it out. But
it's OK because I realized that I didn't want to do that anyway.
So... after about 50 redesign jobs on the site, i'm generally back to
the way it was about 2 weeks ago which is the best. The new theme of
my website is ALIEN. Oh yeah I dyed my hair purple today and
I look like such a badass I'm going to do what Keri
does and take a picture of myself.
Tues. Nov 5th 8:20pm
In the mail today!
GIRLS GONE WILD DOGGY STYLE! Yeahhhhh! Oh
man thats good stuff right there. damnit I have 7:30 class tomorrow
and we have to go to the art museum which is gonna cost $5 and i'm
only gonna be there for like an hour and we're just going to look at
Frida paintings DAMMIT!.
Mon. Nov 4th 7:29pm
If anyone who is a fan of the band, The Used, wants to
help me out by updating the news section of a The Used fan website
email me at tony@zapnow.net and we can work something out. here's a
couple qualifications you need to have.
1. not be stupid
2. be able to write like legibly
3. update at least once a week if not more
4. not want money because i have none to give
if this sounds like you and you are
a fan of The Used then email me at tony@zapnow.net and i'll set you
up an account.
Fri. Nov 1st 9:44pm
Right now I am watching
some asian people speak Alien language on the TV. They are talking
about war in Iraq. I understand the alien language. Typing comes to
me as second nature. I do see an alien. Not on the television, but on
the tip of my nose. If ever I could see a rainbow, in my hair would
it land. Jogameenwholeon. My ligual chin is vibrating. Qua nimbal. Tu
visiac do, to como le que, a duminac do. Spou minkin a dal, al minken
le doosey. Lifuam. That is the aline language they are speaking on
the television at this moment. Dream women, i best in dow cagle, by A
T and T. AHHH they're playing human langues ahhh. no
more.
Thurs. Oct 31st 4:47pm
my post today is exactly
the same time as my post yesterday. Happy Halloween fools, as for me
i'm doing nothing today except sitting around, if stupid ass people
come trick or treat at my apartment i'm going to give them the middle
finger. Sometimes I get popup ads that say "Is there pornography on
your computer!" and I think to myself, of course there is I put it
there!
Wed. Oct 30th 4:47pm
My computer is sooo slow
holy shit someone give me some money. Does this new layout kick ass
or what? I don't know about it yet. But the message board is mad
sweet so use it. I might go home this weekend to practice with my
band. Hopefully Katrina, who is the coolest girl in all of Seattle
(she might be reading) will want to go and bring some of her
crazy movies along. Yeah that'll be tight. I have to make a video of
me with a Scream mask on screaming with my band for
school.
Mon. Oct 28th 12:58pm
I was up til about 4am this
morning building this tight new message
board and coming up
with new ideas for the site. I got some crazy ideas in mind so this
website will probably be redesigned soon.
Sun. Oct 27th 4:14pm
It's possible that I hate
you. Today on the bus ride home from Becki's house this guy got on
the bus that looked just like the scary guy that we had an incident
with downtown on the first day that i moved down here and I thought
he was going to kill me. I'm not sure if it was him though, he didn't
have the dark glasses on but it looked like him. Also, weekends don't
count as website updating days.
Thurs. Oct 24th 9:37pm
My computer fn sucks its
freakin slow. My audio teacher plays acoustic guitar and sings crazy
french songs. Weezer music i think is supposed to make people happy
but it just makes me sad when I listen to songs off the blue
album because it reminds me of The
Side Items days. Today me
and Kasey
watched videos of the 'apartment days' or what i like to call the
Apartment Era. Actually I just made that up right now. If you're not
my friend and I don't know who you are then sign my guestbook I
want to know if people who I don't talk to on a regular basis
come to this website too. Hey.. I'm not gay. My update for today is
the You
Are Devil Worshippers Guy.
Wed. Oct 23rd 11:13pm
Hahhahahhaaaaa, the crayzee
sniper dude is from my hometown of Bellingham, WA! And he used to go
to Nikki's school! Thats silly... MY addition for yesterday was
the
video coverage of the protest I was
in.
Tues. Oct 22nd 8:58pm
I think my new goal is to
everyday add something new to the website. Yesterdays addition was
the Operation
Get Joe Out petition to get
Joe out of the air force. Go sign it. I am really hungry.
Mon. Oct 21st 7:10pm
I have nothing exciting to
say but I came up with an idea. Everyone who comes to this site and
reads this, sign my guestbook after looking around the site for a
while and give me an idea of something to add or change. I don't
care if the idea is stupid or if it doesn't make any sense or
anything. Just give me some random input. P.S. I need
money.
Sun. Oct 20th 11:27pm
Yesterday at about noon I
was bored so I went to a webcam website to find something interesting
and I clicked on this live webcam of a wedding chapel. Well, it
turned out there were actually people waiting to get married on there
when I showed up. They kept saying "Jason, email us if you're
watching..." and for about 25 minutes they kept stalling, waiting for
him to email. Finally the guy who was running the show noticed there
were 4 people watching and said "We want to know who you people are
so email us so these people can get married." So I emailed them and
said Hi I'm Tony I'm not Jason. About 5 minutes later I could hear
the guy reading the email in the background, then he shouted
"Everyone say HI to Tony!" And all the people in the room got on
camera and went "Hiiii Tony!!" It was incane. oh yeah, I'm up in
Ferndale for the weekend to have band practice with OND. And
yesterday, me Kasey
and Grant went to the mall and we saw Shane there wearing a Slayer
shirt. Then I had a dream last night about slayer.
SLAYER!!!!!!!!!
Mon. Oct 14th 10:56pm
Today me and
kasey
were in a protest downtown. a bunch of people were protesting against
police abuse towards black people because I guess it's been happening
a lot. Well it started in Westlake center and there was this leader
guy standing elevated above the crowd and he talked for a while then
told everyone to march to the court house. So we followed the crowd
to the courthouse, where they talked some more for a while. Well I
guess they arrested the leader guy so once we got to the courthouse
we marched all the way from there to the police station where
everyone was going to stay until the guy was released. So we hung out
there for about an hour and then we got bored. We were going to hand
out GlassJAw flyers at the New Found Glory show so we went down to
the Showbox but they hadn't even started letting people in at about
6:30. Later we went back down to the Showbox, probably around 9 and
we sat there for a while waiting for the show to get over with, while
we were waiting we were talking about how we miss Ferndale. It sucks
because I really miss Ferndale a lot which is weird because I thought
Seattle was going to be sooo much cooler but it's really not. When
we're bored we just go sit at the mall like we used to in Ferndale.
But anyway, while we were sitting down at the venue talking these two
girls came up and starting talking to us. It was cool and we hung out
with them for about 15 or 20 minutes, then they got picked up and
after they left it hit me that we hadn't exchanged contacts and I was
just pissed even more after that. So now i'm pissed and I want to
move back to Ferndale.
Sun. Oct. 6th, 2002 ; 6:39pm
OK so now that I live in
Seattle I have a feeling my posts are going to be even crazier then
before. On Wednesday night me and kasey
were walking around downtown about 10pm and we witnessed a car crash.
That was tight. There is a pirate guy in a wheel chair who sells
roses, 1 for $3 or 2 for $5. We had an incident with this black guy
with really dark sunglasses and a cowboy hat on in a trenchcoat or
something who said some stuff we couldnt really understand and looked
like he wanted to kill us. Last night me and kasey
went and saw Poison the Well play, there was a bunch of other stupid
emo bands that played before them and all the girls there were in
love with THe Promise Ring. The Promise Ring wasn't that bad but
after about 4 or 5 songs I wanted to kill myself, but it was a
suicide awareness tour so I decided not to do that. Also there was
the most beautiful girl ever at the show and I was in love with
her.
#2 Mon. Sept. 30th, 2002 ;
11:29pm
Two of the members of the
band Dead Poetic are 18, another is 19. I am 18. Damnit!
Mon. Sept. 30th, 2002 ;
11:12pm
Tomorrow I am moving to
Seattle and I should be really excited about it and I am but I made
myself an emo cd with like 200 emo songs on it and i'm listening to
it so i'm not really excited about anything right now. I just
watched the making of the video with Christina Aguilera. My friend
Aimee hates my now because I told her i'd go to her house today since
i'm leaving tomorrow but I was so busy today that I didnt have a
chance. This morning I went to the eye doctor, I was only
supposed to get my eyes checked for a new glasses prescription, but I
think they did crazy government testing on me because they put all
these drops in my eyes that dilated my pupils and then they made me
do all these wierd tests like look into this white box and stare at
this dot right in front of me and click on this computer mouse
looking thing whenever i saw a white dot flash somewhere inside the
box. Also, they took pictures of my eyes. I felt like I was on
drugs and I couldnt see for half the day.
sAT. Sept. 28th, 2002 ;
7:14pm
ahhh!!!! Freakin metal Tony
is back at leats for right now. Shit. I've been listening to so much
punk rock lately it'm going incane. I move to seattle in like 3 days
its gonna be sooo tite y0. Crap. Last night i went to a foosball game
at the high school and Ferndale lost there first leage game in like 5
years. So I gave some of the guys hugs to make them happy. After that
me and some guys, including Tim from Our
Nations Disasterwent to
Rose's house and looked at pictures of naked girls. Today I went to a
soccer game, soccer people are insane. Lately there has been a fly
pestilence invasion and I'm going insane. Andrew WK kicks so much
ass. Keep it METAL!!!!!!!!!
Tues. Sept. 24th, 2002 ;
5:32pm
It is legal for people in
Washington state to film up women's skirts. I just saw that on
Donahue.
Sat. Sept. 21st, 2002 ;
10:46pm
link
to this site
I just saw the movie Signs, that movie is insane. Aliens suck. The
whole time I kept thinking though how funny it would be if it were
me, Kasey,
and Grant in the house instead of those 4 people and how we would be
freakin insane probably with swords and shit trying to kill the
aliens. That would be freakin madness. Also, in the movie it says
that the aliens are so mentally developed that there is no need for
them to be as physically developed, which basically means that
they're really smart little bitches and it made me realize that
Weston is an alien.
Fri. Sept. 20th, 2002
;
3:33pm
link
to this site
I just got so much new pants.
Check out this
Thineu FAN Site.
Wed. Sept. 18th, 2002 ;
8:00pm
link
to this site
I just wanted to let everyone know that I love a girl named Amy Marsh
in a completely non sexual way more then I love any other girls in
non sexual ways. She is my number 1! But I would never have sex with
her even though she is
a hot
mama!
Tues. Sept. 17th, 2002 ;
12:12am
link
to this site
OH my gosh, I turned to MTV2 and what was on? The Taste of Ink
video by The Used. I was on the phone with Nikki the cheerleader
and I stopped talking to her when I saw it and was like Oh Shit The
Used has a video. It was fricken tight G.
Mon. Sept. 16th, 2002 ;
6:15pm
link
to this site
Hmm... Yesterday at the puyallup fair some guy offered to sell me
some Vicadin while my dad was standing right next to me. Well first
of all I don't even take vicadin so it's not like i was gonna
buy it. My response was "well i have a whole bottle of percicet at
home i do it all the time its tight" and he walked away. Another guy
yelled "Mudvayne!" at me and this punk guy with a jean jacket and a
mowhawk said whatsup to me and he had "The Bastards" written on the
back of his jacket. Today I made some techno songs with ejay,
well i tried but my computer kept crashing. I talked to Joe
today we tried to think of ways to get him kicked out of the air
force but it didnt seem like to good of an idea. Hopefully later
we're going to have band practice. I hope no one tries to kill
me for a while.
Sat. Sept. 14th, 2002 ;
11:19am
link
to this site
Last night I went to another punk rock show and I talked to one of
the bands, The Market Zero's, about us playing a show with them. They
sounded really excited about it and hopefully we'll get something
worked out soon. I also brought the pink bunny of doom with me
to the show and I think he cheered everyone up who was feeling down.
Please help me out by visiting my "sponsers" and clicking on the ads
that are scattered around the site. This crap isnt free for me and
I know my websites not cool enough to make people pay for it so
just go visit the ad website, it's pretty tight anyway.
Thurs. Sept. 12th, 2002 ;
12:14pm
link
to this site
Here is the infamous "Black Kids $15" sign at the Lynden Fair this
year.
Wed. Sept. 11th, 2002 ;
5:10pm
link
to this site
Well since it's Sept. 11th I feel that it's my duty as an American to
say something about the you know what. So, in response to Oprah
Winfrey's comments that "Everything is different now and no one is
ever going to be the same." I would just like to say that I am
exactly the same person as I was before the events of 9/11 and to
tell you the truth nothing in my life has been effected by those
events. But, for those of you that are feeling down today about what
happened a year ago, my advice is to listen to some Andrew WK because
his music is guaranteed to make you happy and pop in the video you
recorded of the MTV VMA's and play Christina Aguilera's appearance
over and over cuz damn she was looking hot that night. The
combination of Andrew WK and Christina Aguilera is enough to make
anyone more then happy!
Sun. Sept. 8th, 2002 ; 8:08pm
Post 3 of the day
link
to this site
Ok, So I will admit that the UFO that Kasey
and I saw (see
8/10/02) did look
strikingly similar to this picture of a stealth bomber, can you blame
us for freaking out when we saw it? I mean, how often do you see
a stealth bomber and why the hell was it just flying around?? Either
way I still think we saw a UFO.
Sun. Sept. 8th, 2002 ; 7:15pm
Post 2 of the day
What Snack Food are YOU? Click here to find out!
Sun. Sept. 8th, 2002 ;
5:09pm
link
to this site
Today my new band Our Nations Disaster practiced for the first time.
We are fricken good too which was weird because it was our first
practice and I'm used to sucking extremely bad at first practices.
But we wrote two songs one is called Shits and Giggles and the other
one is called I Am Gay, Wait No I'm Not. Hopefully starting next week
we'll be playing punk rock shows that is the plan. And we might
record some songs at Derrick Zenders shitty recording studio it'll be
tight and then i'll post the songs on here. PS check out the
PICTURE GALLERY
Sat. Sept. 7th, 2002 ;
4:39pm
link
to this site
Here it is... THE PICTURE GALLERY.
This is the part of my website where pictures without a home go. It's
just starting out but there's 25 pics there now.
Sat. Sept. 7th, 2002 ;
2:43pm
link
to this site
Changing web servers sucks pretty bad I don't recommend it. Well, I'm
at home right now bored because we're not having band practice once
again. Soo... sign my guestbook if you come to my website because
that's always fun. Also I have a pink bunny and a red I Love You
teddy bear, an alien and an umbrella.
Thurs. Sept. 5th, 2002 ;
6:30pm
link
to this site
AHHHHH WHAT IS THIS??? www.notawebsite.com
Wed. Sept. 4th, 2002 ;
9:20pm
link
to this site
Last year in high school pretty much all my classes were in the art
building (thats right kids, I was an art freak) and so the art
building was like my home ok? Well, one time, the school decided they
would put up "No Food or Drink in this Building" signs all over the
art building. One day in swing choir my friend Matt Reid (who is
really awesome you should be friends with him if you meet him) and I,
because we werent doing anything in class that day, decided to take
down as many of these signs as we could, run over to the cafeteria,
and tape them to the doors of the cafeteria. It was really funny
hehehe. Thats my story.
Tues. Sept. 3rd, 2002 ;
4:43pm
I'm so pumped up ninja
style that I could kick someone in the face. I don't know why
I'm sitting here on my computer I should be out fighting people. I
have some OREO pudding and it's mad tight y0. I basically like
to keep it metal even when I go downtown or I'm at home. Today I went
to lunch with high school kids it was tight I felt like I was in high
school again. OK I didn't really feel like that but it was cool
anyway. I need to go run somewhere or kick something. This is my cat
it's freakin metal!
Mon. Sept. 2nd, 2002 ;
7:57pm
My friend Kasey
is a badass and I made him a website so if you get bored of going to
my website, well you can go to Kasey's
website and have a lot more fun. Click
here to go to his website.
Also, he is the one who shaved the mowhawk in my head.
Sun. Sept. 1st, 2002 ;
3:16pm
Last night I downloaded Sim
City 3000 and now I am addicted but it's TIGHT Y0! Yesterday I
saw the movie Triple X with some friends and after it was over
I drove home extremely fast and insane like and I also
wanted to kick peoples asses.
Wed. August 28th, 2002 ;
8:10pm
Just got back today from
Ozzfest!!! Yeah it was freakin awesome, a whole day of METAL! I
definately would have to say that the best band to watch out of all
bands there was the opening act, Andrew WK. He is the most happy guy
in the world and I literally was smiling watching his set. The Used
was really good and I was really excited to see them. I really
hate to say that I was disappointed with GlassJAw's performance at
Ozzfest. You don't even really have to know me to know that they're
my favorite band ever but they seemed like they were trying to hard
to be 'metal' and weren't being themselves yesterday. To my surprise
Tommy Lee was really good. System of a Down was amazing as usual and
then of course Ozzy was cool. His guitar player had about a 10 minute
solo that was freakin godlike. As for me, well every bone in my body
is aching and on top of that i'm sunburnt as hell. On monday night I
shaved myself a mowhawk for Ozzfest and I got burnt on my head. But
it was worth it.
Sat. August 24th, 2002 ;
10:29pm
Well, last night my band
Thineu
played our worst show ever at my house so I'm not going to go into
that. Today I went and watched Real
Life Hero play at the mall.
I met a girl yesterday, she left today and i'll probably never
see her again. I must say I've had better weekends, but I am
going to Ozzfest.
Thurs. August 22nd, 2002 ;
12:27am
Last night I went to a punk
rock show again. I'm trying to figure out punk rock kids and I just
can't do it but I'm working on it. But lately I've had this
crazy desire to start a punk rock band, and today I finally did it.
The name of it is Our Nations Disaster and Grant (thineu)
is the drummer and Dustin (TSI)
is the bass player. It's gonna be fricken awesome. I asked Ryan, who
puts on all the punk rock shows if I put a punk rock band together if
he'd let us play at one of his shows and he said yes so we're gonna
practie this weekend. I need a guitar amp though anyone got one they
wanna give me?
Sun. August 18th, 2002 ;
10:55pm
This past Monday
Kasey
and I went to Haggen at about 3:30am dressed up like freaks to get
some shasta to keep ourselves awake. This is what we looked
like.
Sat. August 17th, 2002
Well the fair is over now,
tonight was the last night. I'm kinda sad just a little. Tonight was
crazy we witnessed about 3 fights and got pepper sprayed. Me and
Kasey
spent most of our time at the fair sitting on benches watching
people. I discovered what type of girl I am attracted to above any
other types of girls, it's the ones who have really really tan skin
and really bleach white hair. Oh man! Those girls are rare though and
usually would never want anything to do with me. I've realized also
that every girl I find myself even remotely interested in either
has a boyfriend or disappears off the face of the earth, that's at
least how it's happened this week at the fair about 10 times. Earlier
in the day today while we were walking around, this girl working at a
marble selling stand at the fair yelled at me asking if I wanted a
free marble, I just walked past the booth for some reason even though
I thought she was pretty attractive, then later at like 10:30 we
walked by again and she asked me if I wanted a free
luckÁÐ@5 marble and I was like of course I want a free
lucky marble so we ended up hanging out at the marble stand for like
10 minutes and she gave me soooo many free marbles, I made out like a
bandit. I ran out of Thineu stickers and that was the only sly thing
I could think of to invite her to the show next Friday, and of course
when we walked by again later she had disappeared off the face of the
earth. So basically to sum up my day and my whole week i'll just say
that I think god hates me right now or he wants me to be
gay.
Fri. August 16th, 2002
Iit's all about keeping it
metal alright? So if you see me make sure you keep it metal.
Thurs. August 15th, 2002 ; day
summary
I am having some bad luck
with the female gender this past week at the fair. But you know I'm
hangin in there. Yesterday the lead singer of Drowning Pool died so
we were 'keeping it metal' today at the fair in memory of him and
letting everyone know about keeping it metal. Today we watched a girl
steal a huge stuffed animal from one of the fair booths. A canadian
macked on Kasey
and then we messed it up. Yeah thats about it i want
booie.
Tue. August 13th, 2002 ; day
summary
Last night the world was
inside a dome and sounds were bouncing off of it. Today I saw a
little kid screaming in the mouth of a clown. And I saw a puppet who
was pissed off at everything. Right now i'm listening to Tupac. I saw
a one armed bandit ride a horse and make bulls do what he wants them
to do. Today I saw a really hot girl, actually about a million of
them. Yesterday we took a bike ride at like 5 in the morning. And we
went to Haggen at like 3 in the morning dressed funny see picture at
a later date. Jeff makes shows. THe indian music players aren't real
I swear. It was love true <Š=™. Horse riders. The stupid
guy who is a one man band sucks really bad and those old cars that
squirt you with water suck really bad too. I think I like punk rock
now because I went to a punk rock show a few days ago and now I want
to be in a punk rock band it is insane. First right?
12:30pm.
Sat. August
10th, 2002 ; day summary
Today while tying bed
mattresses to the top of Kasey's
car, i heard this loud noise coming from the sky. I looked up
and it was a huge UFO. Seconds later the hugest attack ever was
brought on by Kasey
and myself. We ran all around the parking lot, into the apartment and
out onto the back porch screaming insanely. See picture.. That was at
about 12:30pm.
We were an hour and a half late to
the most useless band practice ever, except we wrote one new song and
that was cool but I definately must say it was a waste of
time.
Went to a punk rock show at about 8
... I'm not too sure yet on whether the punk rock kids like me or
not. Told Ryan about UFO, he told me it was just a stealth bomber, I
don't believe him.
Played pogs with Kasey
and Becki until 3:14am SundayrofiONT>
Fri. August 9th, 2002 ;
2:22am
On my way in the door just a few short minutes ago I was attacked
by the pestilance... I'm lucky to still be alive.
Wed. August 7th, 2002 ;
2:35am
I only have 4 more days of work left and then I no longer will be
a McDonalds employee. I'm happy about it for the most part but there
are lots of things I think i'm going to miss about working there.
Like being bitched at for not making the burger in 35-50 seconds. Or
getting yelled at when the timer on the food went off but I haven't
got a chance to dump it yet. I'm such a badass at McDonalds.
I mean seriously I can do almost everything there and do it
fast. The only thing I can't do is register and drive-thru, it's been
rumored however that management doesn't want me up there because they
think i'll "scare" customers. That's just something i've heard
though. But seriously though, there are things that I will miss about
my job, mostly just the people that work there because there are a
lot of really cool people that I've met there over the past year. And
being able to MAKE MY OWN FOOD is really cool. Oh
well.
The fair is next week that should
be fun. After that Kasey
is moving to Seattle
and i'm going to be here for a month before I move and it's going to
be boring. There's really only two people that i've been hanging out
with this summer besides the guys in my band. Hopefully i'll have
some friends.
Tue. August 6th, 2002 ;
1:29pm
Yay!
Mon. August 5th, 2002 ;
2:27am
The more I realize how much life after H.S. sucks the more I
realize how fun high school really was. I've only been graduated
about 2 months and I already wish I could go back, for maybe
just one more year.
Sat. August 3rd, 2002 ;
2:25pm
Here are some recent pictures of me taken by a camera.
Wed. July 31st, 2002 ;
9:35pm
Dude I'm so pissed right now don't even talk to me. This past
Saturday when we were in the EMP Kasey
found out Chimaira was going to be playing down there today. So we
didnt think we were going to be able to go but today I was allowed to
take the car down there so I could drive. Becki's mom has these
EMP passes and crap so we could get in free and everything.
Well, I waited for Kasey
to get off work and then we went down to Seattle,
we went to Becki's, got lost on the way, finally got the passes then
got lost on our way to the EMP. When we got there I had to pay 5
bucks to park and then we went and stood in line. We stood there for
about 45 minutes. Then when we finally got in the doors, we waited by
the will call only to find out that our "cards aren't good for this"
and we weren't allowed in. So we had to drive all the way back home.
I'm pissed.
Wed. July 31st, 2002 ;
3:49am
Becki you might be interested in this picture...
Wed. July 31st, 2002 ;
3:08am
I added some new pages to the site to make it a little more
interesting, not that it wasn't interesting before. Also, if you have
a website then you must advertise for my site or death will become of
you. And guess what, I have just the thing for you. I made these
banners for you to post on your site somewhere to help me out. Right
click on them to save them and then just upload them to your site and
link them to "www.zapnow.net" thats it. Email me if you actually use
them! Here they are:
Sun. July 28th, 2002 ;
10:56pm
Just got back from Seattle
for the weekend. Crazy stuff. Went to a crazy parade. A few hot
cheerleaders. Crazy riots. Kasey
and Dan were in the parade unofficially.
Becki pees on couches and floors.
you can IM her at Becki2906
Wed July 24th, 2002 ; 2:55am
Excuse me, but there is an ALIEN in MY PANTS! Every day
that I work I put a bracelet on. We're only supposed to have 2
bracelets but ooooh I have 5 now. I still have 12 more days until my
last day. I want to dye my hair orange and blue, but I don't have
orange and blue dye, I don't really want to buy orange and blue dye.
I have purple and green dye, I think I'm going to dye my hair
purple and green. I had two 5 dollar coupons for the movie theatre
but I seem to have misplaced them. I guess I can't take out any hot
chicks on a cheap date. I'm glad Hot Topic lets you combine the
Frequent Buyer cards because I always lose them and then find them
later. I have a lot of 50 percent off McDonalds coupons that I need
to use up before I'm no longer an employee. Aimee, I have your Thineu
shirt. I wonder if crazy people know their crazy. If they don't, did
they know they were going crazy when they were in the process of
going crazy if they had used to be sane? Because I think i'm going
crazy. Lots of girls like me because I am a "rock star." Well I'm not
really a rockstar. Does going to an art school make you an artist?
Because I'm going to be an artist soon if it does. I have 2 violins
in my room. I wish I could get really famous for doing nothing but
just writing stuff on my website. Help me out and tell a friend. And
hey, what's with that "People with Signs" bullshit? That is stupid.
You know what else is stupid? Bubba Sparxx. That guy isn't even
really from a farm I bet. People don't really spit in the burgers at
McDonalds. It would be way too difficult to get away with it there
are too many managers around. Trust me I would if I could. I know
some disgustin McDonalds secrets though. Most people get bored of a
song if it's more then 3 1/2 minutes long. People these days with
their fast paced lives... New York minutes... New York isn't even
real my friend. And you want to know what I think about the
World Trade Center area. I think that it's stupid that they're
just going to build a big memorial. It's not that I think there
SHOULDN'T be a memorial, but that's a big area and a memorial would
be a waste of important commercial space. But you know what, I don't
think New York even exists anyway. Sometimes I think that I'm a
musical genius, i'm just really lazy. I need to record the song I
wrote about Stacey Cowan before she moves away. Most poets and writes
don't become famous until after they're dead, so I'm going to have to
fake my death. Good thing I'm not a cat, I would have to fake my
death 9 times. Lots of people say the first thing they notice on the
opposite sex is their eyes. All guys that say they don't masterbate
lie. I don't masterbate. I am famous. I am from space too, 4th
dimensional space. So why would I have to? I like rap music but I
think most of it sucks. The rap industry needs rappers who are
musicians. Rap was way better when Tupac and BIG were around. Even
though they hated each other... If they would have done songs
together when they were both really famous that just would have been
way too cool. I listen to emo music a lot but kids who are really
hardcore emo kids scare me. I wish Joe wasn't in the air force
because he was a really cool guy. Well, i'm sure he still is but I
never see him anymore. I'm accepting donations. Thankyou.
Wed July 24th, 2002 ; 2:27am
Today (yesterday) I think I found my new favorite band, The
Used. OK well maybe not my favorite, but this band fricken
rocks!
Tues. July 23rd, 2002 ;
3:00am
Check out this cool video of me and Kasey
pretending to be GlassJAw... kind of. We were bored this past
Saturday and band practice was cut short so this was as close as we
could get. You need Real Player to watch the video.
Fri. July 19th, 2002 ;
2:32am
I think my
band is going to break up.
Thurs. July 18th, 2002 ;
2:46pm
I got new earrings today and they are BOMB! here is a picture of
my ear, click on it.
Tue. July 16th, 2002 ;
12:38am
I hate making cool new websites because I get bored of them and
then I want to redesign them... so watch for some major updating on
this webpage soon. Kasey
and Weston found a huge monster bug thing and put it in this jar with
a seal over it but it's dead, but it definately had some eggs in
there with it that are going to hatch and kill us all.
Fri. July 12th, 2002 ;
4:57pm
I just saw a GlassJAw commercial on MTV2, that was really cool,
well, kind of. Today i bought a pink sparkly belt with stars on it at
the mall.
Thurs. July 11th, 2002 ;
4:06pm
If you want to learn about Real Ultimate Power, find out why
ninja's totally rule and why pirates suck hard then check out
this
website.
Thurs. July 11th, 2002 ;
2:17pm
If anyone knows anything about a band called Avenge Seven Fold
please give me some info on them because I can't find anything about
them on the net.
Thurs. July 11th, 2002 ;
1:45pm
I woke up this morning to a loud noise that sounded like a huge
truck or a bus parking in our driveway. Too tired to get up and check
what it was, I stayed in bed wondering what it could be. A few
minutes later my door was bombarded open by someone I didn't
recognize at first, but then realized was Ross Robinson. He was
ecstatically yelling at me to get up, take a shower, grab some of my
close personal items and jump on the tour bus parked in the driveway
where the rest of my band was already waiting. He also reminded me to
call my work and tell them I wouldn't be able to make it in, at
all, anymore. We would be joining the rest of the Warped Tour in a
few days and after that joining Ozzfest is what he said. So
I packed all my stuff and left, and as I walked onto the bus
thats when I woke up.
cool huh?
Wed. July 10th, 2002 12:02
PM
Once you stop hanging out with Thineu how can you still call what
you have a life?
Tue. July 9th, 2002 3:58 PM
On my way out the door to pick up Grant and go to Best Buy to get
the new GlassJAw album, I noticed a box. I picked it up and
looked at the logo on the side, realizing it said "Musicians Friend"
I quickly yelled "F*ck Yeah!" and brought it in the house. It was my
wireless microphone. So that was pretty cool. Then we went to
Bellingham and we both bought copies of Worship and Tribute,
I also bought the Dashboard Confessional CD. A few people told
me that their other stuff is better then 'Screaming Infidelities' and
it actually is. Both of those CD's are really good so I recommend
getting them to anyone reading this. I have to go to work now
though and that pretty much sucks.
Tue. July 9th, 2002 2:17 AM
Ok so here is the new site. It's pretty unorganized but it looks
cool so... I like this because I have a place to just write stuff
now. And I have a lot of things to say.
Today me and Kasey
almost got hit by a train in Kansas or Arkansas, or North Dakota, or
maybe it just looked like those places. I got some pictures developed
of the trip we (seniors) went on after graduation but i'm not going
to post them unless I get permission from the other people who are in
the pictures. I also got some pictures of the GlassJAw concert
developed and maybe i'll post those but first off I want to take some
time to recognize what is soon to be the demise of human
civilization.
That robot thing is real and it's
going to take over the world sometime soon and the world is just
going to be like the Matrix. That's not too cool.
I am wide awake right now and it's
2 in the morning because I am a closer at McDonalds so I'm on a crazy
time schedule thing. Today was my day off though. Anyway, GlassJAw's
new album comes out tomorrow (today) so I need to go to sleep so I
can get up and go straight to Sam Goody in the morning.
