July 2004

Thursday, July 29, 2004 2:58 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
fuck

Monday, July 26, 2004 7:07 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
I can make a book of all this. Work went by fast today but that doesn't mean it didnt suck

Sunday, July 25, 2004 5:00 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
i wish i was a junior in high school again..

and i dont want to be sober anymore.

i wish life was still fun

Saturday, July 24, 2004 10:12 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
i've gotten a little carried away with the tattoo ink and my feet.

Friday, July 23, 2004 1:10 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
I tattooed the word "Foot" on my foot with a needle and tattoo ink.

Thursday, July 22, 2004 3:49 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
My recent employment at Hot Topic and it's relation to punk rock and my views on anti-capitalism.
I'm hearing a lot of shit about this and so I'm writing this to give you the understanding that where a person works is merely where a person works. I have always enjoyed the environment and the people at Hot Topic and don't believe that my employment there counteracts anything that I believe in or stand for.
-Punk Rock-
I have the personal belief that the store Hot Topic has really nothing to do with Punk Rock in the slightest. My working there really doesn't conflict with any punk rock ideas. You might bring up the case that wearing Hot Topic clothing conflicts with ideas associated with DIY. But I have yet to purchase and wear anything punk rock "influenced" from the store. I do however appreciate the fact that you can get band tshirts from the store and don't find it any different then purchasing the shirts from a show or off the bands website.
-Anti-Capitalism-
As far as working for a major corporation, why haven't I heard this from anyone when working in the factory. It's because people aren't aware of how big the companies are that own the factories, I'm sure that the factory I work for makes probably 100 times more money then Hot Topic does. Pretty much to sum up this section i'm going to take quotes from an Aus Rotten interview.

Corey: You live in corporate America and I don't care who you are, if you live in America you live in corporate America. Eric: Unfortunately we have jobs and we pay taxes, we are hoping that we can work towards the day that we don't have to do that anymore. But right now at the present time that's an unfortunate thing.

Corey: It's just like how did we get here? We flew on a jet. I do what I can but it's like, we all put gas in our cars we're all supporting the oil industry. I have to do it, I work, I drive a delivery van I have to put gas in my vehicle. Yeah I'm just as guilty but I do what I can.

Basically what that's saying is, no matter what you do, in some way you are supporting capitalism, because we live in a society that is based solely on it. I could work in an independently owned strawberry stand and I would be equally as guilty. There's no getting around it. In an interview with S.T.U.N. one of the members said "You can't change the system unless you are a part of the system."

So in conclusion, i'm going to do whatever the fuck I feel like and fuck you if you don't like it. Don't tell me i'm not punk rock. fuckers.

Wednesday, July 21, 2004 5:52 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
Corey (Aus Rotten): Too much of anything is not good for you. I like to drink as much as the next guy but there's a point of taking it too far. Obviously you see a lot of kids running around with Conflict and whatever, any kind of anarchist band painted on their jacket. The thing is, they are the ones yelling smash the state but what are you going to do, smash it with a beer bottle? Some of these peoples ideas of anarchy is toppling over a dumpster or something. A lot of these people are younger and stuff and they'll learn. I'm only 24 but I can't drink as much as I used to when I was 18. Also you have a lot more responsibilites too so you can't be blowing all your money on beer and shit unless your parents are paying your way.

Wednesday, July 21, 2004 6:55 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
On break... Must not sleep... Hungry... Need hot oil massage... Hot topic... Need to get famous tomorrow.

Wednesday, July 21, 2004 3:37 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
i would like to reaffirm my prvious post.

i have a hot topic interview in 12 hours.

Tuesday, July 20, 2004 3:31 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
I do infact hate being awake at this hour.

Monday, July 19, 2004 8:40 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
ok so we just had band practice and holy fuck we are so good, we just need to keep up a practicing regime and then we'll be good to go. i need to start writing some new songs and keep drinking beer because beer is great. i have a hot topic interview on wednesday and i didnt go to work today oops.
these snakes are arms.

Monday, July 19, 2004 10:10 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
Im sick as fuck right now and didn't go to work because i'm fuckin sick. And I was going to go to the store and get medicine, but even though i have hella money in the bank, it says my available balance is $0.00 so now I can't buy medicine and i'm going to fuckin die.

Sunday, July 18, 2004 8:28 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
josh scoggin from norma jean is now in a new band called the chariot

Sunday, July 18, 2004 12:06 PM
Sweet song of the moment: Adicts - Angel
Posted By: Tony Z

YELLOW



You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.




Find out your color at Quiz Me!


Sunday, July 18, 2004 10:31 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
Oh fuck I need to buy a lottery ticket today so I can win. I think im getting sick or something because my sinuses are all fucked up. I hate bills too.

Saturday, July 17, 2004 10:37 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
its hot as f in my room and i just woke up so i put on the sex machine shorts and a black wife beater.

Friday, July 16, 2004 11:50 PM
Sweet song of the moment: whatever
Posted By: Tony Z
i have more fun in ferndale then i do here, this place sucks i hate my life again now that im back. if i was 21 i would drink myself into oblivion right now. shit.

Wednesday, July 14, 2004 5:44 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
why Usher is better then Ginuwine.


this is me at warped tour with a bad ecosystem.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004 3:33 AM
Sweet song of the moment: from first to last - emily
Posted By: Tony Z
So my new regime is to be a rockstar and I'm going to try to internet less and play guitar more because my band is really the only thing I have going for me so I need to stay core of that. But this work thing has been getting in the way. I need to not have to work ever.

Monday, July 12, 2004 12:38 PM
Sweet song of the moment: From first to last
Posted By: Tony Z
Ive been feeling depressed lately.

Sunday, July 11, 2004 8:32 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
Warped Tour was this weekend and it was fun except for yesterday Kasey and I had a death metal breakfast which means right when we woke up we started drinking rum and coke and so I had a worst hangover all day but besides that it was fun. Then last night I went on a drunken violent rampage and pissed all my friends off and pissed hella other people off and almost got my ass beat. I kicked a garbage can and now I think my foot is broken. That wasn't very fun. So all in all actually it wasn't fun at all.

Thursday, July 8, 2004 3:37 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
i got some extra sleep and took a nap also yesterday, but this morning i still hate my life. Warped Tour soon, i tried to get tomorrow off and my boss wouldn't let me. I'm all fucked up and don't really know what day it is but I have a good idea. There's an empty Smirnoff Ice can sitting on the computer desk, I wish it was full and I wish it was mine! But I'll just drink my coffee and slit my wrists.

Wednesday, July 7, 2004 3:35 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
i want to kill myself right now
i get less then 4 hours of sleep and my eyes are watering and burning.

Tuesday, July 6, 2004 2:10 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
this is how to get away with killing people.

Tuesday, July 6, 2004 1:52 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
Me and Grant just had band practice together for the first time in umm lets see, 3 months maybe? and man we fuckin suck so now we're going to practice everyday after work i think.

Monday, July 5, 2004 7:24 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
Last night we watched fireworks downtown, and then we came home and lit a bunch here and it was rad, and this coming weekend we're going to warped tour which will be aight and shit. Umm we're making a thineu music video and fun

Sunday, July 4, 2004 2:20 PM
Sweet song of the moment: Showbread - I want to get married
Posted By: Tony Z
i'm such a video making master, just like the old days again but only even better!

Saturday, July 3, 2004 1:06 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
so i've had the worst fn morning ever, i did infact have a hangover, and thats usually a time where i just want to sleep all morning, but this morning, no.
woke up first to lauren's alarm at about 8 or 9, you know its aight, i had to pee anyway.
woke up second to the alarm downstairs which went off for no reason, ignored it for 20 minutes, turned it off.
woke up 3rd to the alarm downstairs again which went off a second time for no reason.
woke up 4th 10 minutes later to kasey's alarm,,,
woke up to andreas' calling me, it was nice to talk to him again however so i didnt mind.
woke up to having to puke,
while in the bathroom, the neighbor started playing his drums but i fell asleep.
woke up to nichole calling, which i also wasnt upset about because i like her.
woke up and puked a few more times. finally fell asleep for maybe an hour or two
and then woke up to carrie calling, but by that time it was 1:30 and i didnt want to be in bed anymore.

now im making thineu cd's cuz i got a new cd burner and hella shit.

Saturday, July 3, 2004 12:46 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
i love my girlfriend nicole so much, i dont think she knows it but i do...

Friday, July 2, 2004 2:29 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
i want to drink away my problems

Friday, July 2, 2004 1:30 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
I was in Ferndale today but i drove back at 12:30 because i didnt want to be there anymore and now its 2:30am and i'm home.