April 2003

Wednesday, April 30, 2003 1:41 AM
Sweet song of the moment: songs?
Posted By: Tony Z
Here's an update by Soopa Villan Ryu:
Yes it is true there is an odd lump behind my knee, but that would not make me inferior to even the lowest quality of citizen. As they say we are all created equal.

Here's an update by me on dreams and the neodymium rings:

Tony Zapien(2:01:40 PM): i had this crazy dream this morning
Tony Zapien (2:02:02 PM): that i was working at mcdonalds, and lauren was up front on register and this really tall crazy looking guy came in...
Tony Zapien (2:02:18 PM): but he was all pissed so he came behind the counter and pushed the buttons himself
Tony Zapien (2:02:31 PM): but for some reason lauren didnt freak out
Tony Zapien (2:02:39 PM): she just let him do it
Tony Zapien (2:03:00 PM): and then when he was leaving to go back on the other side i was looking at him all weird and he saw me
Tony Zapien (2:03:29 PM): and he came back to where i was and he like stuck me with this needle that had some shit in it
Tony Zapien (2:03:36 PM): and i freaked out and woke up
Tony Zapien (2:03:43 PM): and when iwoke up i couldnt breath

Tuesday, April 29, 2003 1:04 AM
Sweet song of the moment: Funeral For A Friend - Red is the new Black
Posted By: Tony Z
Hmm, lets see, what do I have to say tonight. I ordered a guitar tuner stomp pedal so now i'll be really professional looking when I play. I've learned that if I get right in front of the PA speaker when I'm playing, and I have the cd player running through it as well, It's loud enough to where I can scream my ass off and it doesn't bother anyone. I've been teaching myself some songs. I'm learning the song "Your Star" by All American Rejects for Emily, even though she doesn't know that yet. When I have it all done I'm going to play it for her and she's going to fall madly in love with me, that's my secret plan.
If my plan backfires however, I think I might ask this girl if she's not busy this weekend. I think her friend is pretty hot as well.
Whatever, anyway. I've noticed that wearing neodymium magnets on your pinky fingers somehow really does give you hella energy. I got a gold today at work because I worked so hard.
There's a few new pics in the picture gallery.

Oh how I love my Peggy Sue.

Someone left a message on my voice mail that said I'm a little bitch and that I should get my face stomped. I agree.

Monday, April 28, 2003 3:28 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
HOLY CRAP! HEADBANGERS BALL IS COMING BACK TO MTV ON MAY 10TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, April 27, 2003 3:19 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
I wish there were energy pills that work but don't kill you.

Sunday, April 27, 2003 12:54 AM
Sweet song of the moment: Blood Brothers - Every Breath Is A Bomb
Posted By: Tony Z

Saturday, April 26, 2003 2:29 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
sometimes i wish things were better.

Friday, April 25, 2003 1:00 AM
Sweet song of the moment: any norma jean song
Posted By: Tony Z
I'm not a fan of new things. One time I hung a baby from the McDonalds ceiling and left. And I left. And I left my hat in the store. Hate. Upon Hate? Band Practice is Becki's new house. Yes the oijia board says yes. $33.33 equals a lucky dollar amount in the space. And I'm from SPACE. Straight Edge kids kick kids asses. Myzter Doz kicks kids asses and steals their shirts. DJ DOZ. No Doz. Yellowjackets. Kasper was a Flower. Kasper is naked in soup. Tony Zapien's likes ducks. Tony Zapien is an elegant butterfly. Sweet Jesus. Died for our sins. Babies are sinners according to the Christian religion. Retarded people are sinners as well. What kind of religion is that. its the curse. Michael Jackson is a good parent. Ski Mask. Lighting. Feeling Up. You have pretty eyes. The stick guy yelled at Sara. Mommy and Daddy.
I want my moto. I'm going to build a home for Bobo. Dig a hole to China. I feel as though I need to go to Japan. Fuck Asia! SARS is the death virus. I don't believe what you say. Fuck Canada! SARS is the death virus. I don't love you. I love Allah! Allahtta NOTHIN! I'm a geetar hero. Hardcore kids are the shit.
I look way too punk rock. I'm not even a punk rock. I have pink mowhawk. Sock. Rock. Jock. If i was a kid and was going to shoot up a school I probably wouldn't shoot the popular kids and the jocks because I like the popular kids and the jocks I'd shoot all the marilyn manson kids. Even though I like marilyn manson. But not really all that much.
If you're reading this all I freakin love you. Marry me Sally? Sally. I know a girl named Sally. One time she wore a shirt that had a huge slit down the front of it. I freakin loved that shirt.
One time I saw a horse rider with the name of a thing in the water at the mall a few days ago like on Wednesday. But I don't think she saw or if she did, recognized me because I'm punk rock now. Woaaah SPARTA.
Autumn is cool, so is Amy. From Autumn to Ashes. I think the girl who sings in that one song with FATA sounds beautiful. Like, she probably is beautiful, from the way her voice sounds. But I then imagined that, well, she probably isn't beautiful, she's probably really ugly. I hate sound.
I want a huge house.
seventeen.
finger.
ducks.
there's piss all over the floor. kasey is the roger of working. i'm the favorite closer. mcdonalds is my life. i hate mcdonalds. i must then, hate my life. kacey is demoting. sanja at value village. dustin bonfire. model 5. osama. THINEU. Six Found Dead. Weston is dead. Weston's girlfriend is not a happy girl says her artwork. mrs. wenke. track meet today. aimee schulte was not there but thats ok. aimee schulte is my best friend she says and i say as well that she is. what is a best friend? someone you can talk to.. someone whos there for you.. someone who is just, a friend. well aimee schulte is all of those things, so she must be my best friend.
i freakin love emily baker. emily baker says she hates herself and that i made her hate herself. but emily baker shouldnt hate herself, because i freakin love emily baker still. im emo and i cry though like after i just wrote that.

i think that if music didnt exist i wouldnt be happy. but if it didnt exist, i wouldnt know of it, so i guess i wouldnt be unhappy. plus music does exist and i'm not happy anyway so screw it.
fuck music.
bus 4104 makes space noises i do believe, thats not the bus number, but the number of the bus. ya undastand? oh yeah thats in seattle too and i dont live there anymore.
sometimes i wonder, whats going on outside the window that i used to spend hours sitting at and looking out of in my old apartment room. and even weirder,... WHO is the one sitting at and looking out of that window now. Get out that is my room. Oh but I dropped out of school. wow, i'm so cool. I am soo god damn cool. So cool so cool so cool. death.

Thursday, April 24, 2003 12:43 AM
Sweet song of the moment: Norma Jean - The Human Face Divine
Posted By: Tony Z
Well. How much does my life suck? Lets see... when you think of someone who's a "loser" what do you think of. Someone who lives at home with their parents, doesn't go to school, and maybe works at McDonalds? Oh well that's me. And I was thinking, there's only really one thing in my life right now that doesn't suck. There's only one thing in my life that I enjoy, that I look forward to seeing and that I appreciate. And I was so glad that I had that thing. But after tonight I realized, there is no thing. So I walked around outside by myself at midnight.

Curly Hair Is Art Music.

Wednesday, April 23, 2003 8:26 PM
Sweet song of the moment: Blood Brothers - Burn Piano Island Burn
Posted By: Tony Z
Why aren't my Windshield Wipers Wiping Well? I think me and Emily went on a date today? I got the Blood Brothers CD. I will have a pink mowhawk soon. My dad is singing a song to the cat right now. He's in my room now. Dad is my car fixed? Yeah ton' your cars fixed ready to go. Gee dad appreciate it.
Uhh. actually i'm sick bye.

Monday, April 21, 2003 12:36 AM
Sweet song of the moment: Skycamefalling - With Paper Wings
Posted By: Tony Z
I freakin love Emily Baker!. I'm going to prom this weekend because my friend Jackie's date bailed on her. It's gonna be sweet, screw buying a tux. I'm not down with that. I'm going to wear my cheap business suit and I'm going to dye my mowhawk pink to match her dress. Hells yes. Six Found Dead is emerging. If you're really really interested you can listen to our new and very first song which has no lyrics yet and was recorded without a bass and with a video camera. Nevertheless, the mp3 is available at the site for those die hard fans.

Saturday, April 19, 2003 5:42 PM
Sweet song of the moment: The All American Rejects - Your Star
Posted By: Tony Z
I'm on my way to being a guitar hero.

Thursday, April 17, 2003 1:44 AM
Sweet song of the moment: Blood Brothers...
Posted By: Tony Z
I just want to point out, before The Blood Brothers get huge, that I like them now and I liked them first!!

Thursday, April 17, 2003 1:08 AM
Sweet song of the moment: Skycamefalling - Porcelain Heart Promises
Posted By: Tony Z
Alright so I got the live forever rings a few weeks ago and i've worn them every night while asleep. Well, I haven't noticed too much stuff changing, but I have had crazy dreams every single night just like it says you will on the website. Some of them are cool but some are freakin wacko. Like yesterday morning I had this dream that it had just gotten dark outside, then like the earth started spinning hella fast because i was looking in the sky and the moon went hella fast from one horizon across the top of the sky over to the next horizon and fell reeaaaly extremely fast, then all of a sudden the sun came up all quick, it scared the shit outta me because I thought it was real so i woke up. But I mean, that's freakin tight! I love having crazy dreams. I had a dream a few days ago that I was beatin some kids ass because he was pissing me off and all my friends off, he was even pissing my mom off so I beat the shit out of him, and I woke up all pumped up ready to fight someone and I seriously wanted to fight someone for like an hour. Yeah!
This girl is beautiful like the way the sun sets:

Wednesday, April 16, 2003 4:27 PM
Sweet song of the moment: Something Corporate - If I Die
Posted By: Tony Z
just incase you wanted to kiss me, i took a test and this is what it says i kiss like.
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time.

Wednesday, April 16, 2003 9:47 AM
Sweet song of the moment: Taking Back Sunday - You're So Last Summer
Posted By: Tony Z
Yeah, so I haven't been around for a while, but the truth is I have been around. I've just been trying to redesign the site for like 2 weeks and nothing I've come up with I like, but I guess I'll just keep it like this for a while until I get tired of it too. I burnt my hand. Today I'm going to Barnes and Noble? Dude, we're getting another Dell? All I know is I'm a guitar hero. I freakin love things.

Thursday, April 10, 2003 1:17 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
i think emily and afton are naked right now watching porn... ohwhhhow

Sunday, April 6, 2003 12:49 AM
Sweet song of the moment: Dead Poetic - Burgandy
Posted By: Tony Z
The past few months have been a little "iffy". But after tonight I've truly decided... I am 100%, completely, madly, head over heels in love...










...with ducks.

Saturday, April 5, 2003 12:44 AM
Sweet song of the moment: R Kelly - Ignition Remix
Posted By: Tony Z
Oh yeah and my sister is a football and wrestling cheerleader.

Saturday, April 5, 2003 12:32 AM
Sweet song of the moment: Further Seems Forever - Bye Bye Bye
Posted By: Tony Z
I was going to make zapnow.net a general page that links to other pages, but I'm way too self centered and decided to make it my personal page again. Sorry.
One time instead of hanging out with Emily and a bunch of other people at Rose's house I slept and now i'm awake.
The girl at Wendy's freakin loved me.

Wednesday, April 2, 2003 2:20 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
THE GUMBALL IS PISSED BECAUSE EXTRA GUM LASTS LONGER AND TASTES BETTER!!!!!

Wednesday, April 2, 2003 1:06 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
I'm going to live forever because I got some live forever rings. I wish some people would just make sense. There's a war outside alright? Tonight I let a customer know that i'm in a gang and also that I like to eat children. He proceeded to call me a "fucking freak" so hopefully someone will complain and i'll get fired.
models?

Tuesday, April 1, 2003 3:04 AM
Sweet song of the moment: uhhhh
Posted By: Tony Z
There's a wull outside.
My vision is turning everything blue.
I want to join Emily in the woods, but not because I'm numb to the war or 9/11. Only because I want to see her naked.