January 2004

Friday, January 30, 2004 10:27 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
This is a new garden over old flowers.
And old makes old jokes take on the feel of the lore.
And new lips are cradled sense of humor,
So don't waste wishes on him.
Wish that one day they'd figure out how to shrink stars
and i could keep one in my bedroom.
And wish that me and her could grow old together.
And wish that in my next life I come back as a tiger.
These are fun wishes. In about seven minutes you can start.
'Til then, you'll just listen to the radio from seat's edge.
As if then it's the look on your face.
As if...
And as if then you'll matter.
And then I can't wait.


,, i'm not into that fucking scenester bullshit

Thursday, January 29, 2004 7:06 PM
Sweet song of the moment: Black Eyes and Neckties - Walk Like A Zombie
Posted By: Tony Z
So the internet owns me. I was going to go to the bank today but I didn't because the internet took me over.
Also the workout regime has slowed today.
and dare I say the two week mission may have failed?

love me.

Wednesday, January 28, 2004 9:06 PM
Sweet song of the moment: the whole house here is sigur ros core
Posted By: Tony Z
I don't have any money and I don't have a job. I don't have a girlfriend and I don't have car insurance. I suck at making pancakes and on Saturday night I had a nervous break down. But I did figure out what was wrong with the phone line and I got the internet to work.

can i copy your cd's?

Thursday, January 22, 2004 12:24 AM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
Hey, thanks dudes for signing my guestbook. I seriously thought that I was writing to no one so that's pretty sweet that I'm not. Nathan whats up! Remember choir days? That was fun, I was bored one night last week and watched the whole swing choir show video. It was great.

So things have been looking bright again and I don't even have the blue orb anymore. I tried to win the lottery tonight but failed, miserably. I did walk around the ghetto to get the tickets too.

Today Carrie and I stalked a fake punk rocker, she wanted him because he had his septum pierced. But he had a huge Iron Maiden patch on his back. Kasey has seen him and said He's not punk rock at all.

I smoked a cigarette today and it made me feel sick. I hate cigarettes.

Monday, January 19, 2004 11:49 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
if you haven't read, here's the latest info on johnny rotten.

Monday, January 19, 2004 8:24 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
fuck you mary j. blige. you stole my life from me. i've tried for many years to become the number one and you think you can just read bible verses and talk trash. I'm tired of all these one liners, these wet dreams. Kool-Aid is all I drink because of you. I'm tired of thinking that maybe I had a chance with the devil when the devil took my soul like that.

Carrie is mad at my right now for no reason, she's walking into the kitchen. Now she's walking behind me and walking up the stairs. She said she hates me but I think she might just have listened to too much Bright Eyes earlier.

Sunday, January 18, 2004 7:58 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
dude i rock, w00t

Saturday, January 17, 2004 10:37 PM
Sweet song of the moment:
Posted By: Tony Z
forget everything. erase it

Wednesday, January 14, 2004 11:58 PM
Sweet song of the moment: emo
Posted By: Tony Z
I've been thinking about you a lot lately. I haven't really thought about you in a while, but since I moved to Seattle, all of a sudden my whole mindset changed. I learned a few new things, seen some things. I miss the time we never spent together, I think it could have been so great and I hope that someday it will be great. We're closer to each other but I feel like we've grown farther apart. But I want you to know that you haven't ruined a thing.

This is great because I don't think anyone reads this website anymore. Zapnow has really gone to shit and I'm not doing anything about it either. I've lost in the war with video games and computer games. They've taken me, consumed me.

I start work at the Westwood Village McDonalds next week, I already hate that I work there.

Living in Seattle has taught me that picking up chicks is easy. All you have to do is when a girl walks by yell "hey baby can I be your man?" I saw a guy do that last week. Or if a sexy lady drives by yell "Yo come holla atcha boy" that also seems to work well here in the ghetto.

I want to go to school full time. I hope that maybe the government will pay for that like they pay for Carrie. Since my parents are divorced now maybe it's possible. Since we're poor as fuck now. I hate the Mcdonalds thing and I think I'm only going to do it for a while til I go to school. I'm going to school mutherfucker. I'm going to be a photographer and get really good at it and photograph nude models. That's all I want to do for my whole life. Oh and maybe be a rockstar. speaking of rockstar...

I'll be dumpster diving at carpet stores this weekend to get some carpet for the band room to soundproof the F out of it so that we can start playing music here on the homefront. Once that happens, Thineu will be unstoppable. No one will be able to touch us. We'll be a step above the rest of the crowd. We'll be soo good. And you will love us. Especially Kasey and Grant.

please sign my guestbook if you read this.

Tuesday, January 6, 2004 10:11 PM
Sweet song of the moment: Against Me! - What We've Worked For
Posted By: Tony Z
So, my name is Tony. and I live in Seattle. Moved in on Sunday and it's starting to finally look like a real house. We have a sweet picture wall. and some other stuff too. Hopefully Grant moves down soon so we can start having band practice. Uhh, I love Seattle but I miss some people from Ferndale. Oh well it's fiiiiine. Come visit me fucks. I've drank a beer every night since Sunday. I think that's healthy though isn't it? I haven't gotten drunk from it. So I think thats ok says the bible also. Im very poor. And I live in the ghetto. I want to buy a bullet belt but those are 30 bucks. I need money for food and rent and more tattoos.